Dreaming-of-Rain-97

Here's to the sad ones who spend their nights staring at slits dripping red in parallel lines running up arms and stomach. Here's to the mad ones whose knuckles bloodied and black twitch uncontrollably at the smallest of things. Here's to the lonely ones who watch from a distance as others move on happier than ever with who they've become. Here's to the gone ones whose lives drove them away from the happier things, the happier days toward the dark corners of eternal sleep.

 9:42 PM, on a thursday. Slouched, lonely, beneath a single incandescent bulb filtered through a stained-glass bowl of the color of sunset Tapping away quietly at a standard-issue school laptop keyboard waiting, wondering, calling out sighing in an interwoven web of conflict and discontent wishing for a tiny drop of inspiration to fall from the sky like the ever-imminent rain why doesn't happiness work like that?

100 Themes Art Challenge 1. Laziness 2. Sleep 3. Love 4. Pride 5. Loneliness 6. Tears 7. Flower 8. Rain 9. Smile 10. Blank 11. Darkness 12. Insanity 13. Mother's love 14. Forest 15. Phone Call 16. Writing 17. Memory 18. Rage 19. Sweets 20. Addicted 21. Pillow 22. Butterfly 23. Rainbow 24. Water Nymph 25. Bad Priest 26. Kill 27. Happiness 28. Sister 29. Door 30. Blanket 31. Black Board 32. Long dress 33. Chalk 34. Creamy Wash (It's facial foam that will turn into a creamy thing when used. If you have no facial foam like this in your place/city/country, just change it to regular facial foam.. = =;) 35. Handbag 36. Daydream 37. Crimson 38. Litt

We're going to try something new Eating our meals, and swallowing each bite, Not hiding the chewed up remains under our tongue, And not making ourselves vomit through the night. We're going to try something new, Bringing the liquor down from our lips, Not turning to the alcohol for comfort, Until the addiction rips. We're going to try something new, Throwing away the needles, the pins, and the blades Not searching underneath our skin for emotion, Watching the wounds and the scars fade. We're going to try something new, Darling, I challenge you, I dare you. We're going to try something new... Darling, Why does that scare you?